Off by another day. Ok so maybe it's not daily yet but this is a solid effort on my part I must say.
July is the time of year in Florida that we usually see a lot of rain. Hurricane season is indeed in full effect right now so I've been stuck inside not really doing much. Lately, this rut I've been stuck in seems deeper than usual. I've been walking in circles almost, trying to figure out what the next step in my life will be. While I'm hopeful that something great will come of these next few years and that I'll be elevated to new heights in my career path, I can't help but think that at this moment, the bump in the road is more like a lengthy pit stop at a shitty motel. I mean take a look at some people, for instance, Tavi, a blogger who was, what, 14 when she was going to fashion shows with huge designer names and writing for hundreds of thousands to read. Now she owns a super popular website, a magazine, so much accomplished and she just graduated.
With young people excelling at such a quick rate, I feel like my clock is just ticking away and I'm only nineteen. Imagine feeling like your life is already maxed out before you've even hit your twenties. It's nuts.
Right now I'm mostly getting my life on track, getting ready to head back to school (college round two) and attempting to maintain a decent enough job to keep the cash flowing my way so I can save up to something worth while. But for now, what do I do. I've sat around for hours feeling so helpless, but I tell you what, that time is over now.
