When In Doubt, Figure Things Out

"Let us not seek to fix the blame for the past. Let us accept our own responsibility for the future."-John F. Kennedy

Everyone has things about their life that they'd like to change. I've dug myself into more holes than imaginable and sometimes it's just hard to figure things out. I hate feeling like I can't do something for myself or that I've done something that I can't fix for myself. I guess I've always been independent like that. But more so than recently, I've felt the floor of rock bottom and it's hard to accept reality. 

My Preferred Body Type: Functioning.

This past year, I've really struggled with my body image. I'd always known that body image is a very important role in society, whether we accept that fact or not. As a young woman in today's society, it's almost impossible to feel as if you're not constantly being hounded by the fact that you're not "perfect". But what is perfect? In the world we live in today, being perfect is a size zero and let's be honest, the ways that young women are trying to achieve this goal is a lot less than perfect.

I think Tina Fey sized it up the best:

Let's talk about this. 

Change.

So I found myself being rather stressed latley. More so than ever. It was last week of high school, tests are killing me and it seemed that my "friends" are fleeting. I've been stressed out, upset, anxious, practically every feeling that contains bad energy, I've experienced. It had to be something in the water because quite literally, it felt like my world was crashing down. Now I'm sitting around the bits and pieces and deciding what I need to do because it's really not going to get better unless I try.

New Video - Relationships / Advice

So I previously made a post about relationships and all that stuff, and recently I encountered a little bit of trouble. I guess I feel stuck in a rut and making this video made me feel better I guess. Almost like a venting process. I felt so much better when I made this. It was like I could just talk about my problems and that my camera was my kind, attentive friend. Editing it made me feel like I had accomplished something, and uploading it felt the best. Hopefully you enjoy it as well.

Relationships?

So I should probably be the last person to give relationship advice, but I've been in such a weird mood lately that I feel like I'm a decent enough source to cite for when someone is lost and needs a little help.